Hello brothers, i did NoFap for couple of days in this order : 2 DAYS - RELASPED - 3 DAYS - RELAPSED i still do have these urge to same sex fantasies i really feel fear that i am gay AT THE SAME TIME, I REALLY DO HAVE EROTIC THOUGHTS TO WOMEN AS WELL I REALLY DO IMAGINED AND FAPPED A GIRL TO HAVE SEX WITH HER - HAD WILD THOUGHTS IN BETWEEN BUT DEEP DOWN I REALLY FEEL FEAR THAT I CANT HAVE A FAMILY WITH A GIRL ): I CANT BE A FATHER AND HUSBAND ): at times i really had good thoughts about family the thoughts really made me happy BUT I FEEL FEAR ):