Yo I just half relapsed just watching porn but didn't wank, not sure if I should restart? I think it would be good but at the same time I have come so far. What do you think?
I reckon that if I wouldn't restart it would've somehow in my brain accepted watching porn and that I don't want so I'll restart. Day 1 went fineee
Just relapsed, this is rock bottom... I just have no power I feel like that in one second I really really hates porn and it's the grossest thing ever and then the other I just want more. I need help.
I'm a new member, over 40, and been struggling with it for my whole life. Only in the last 2 years did it occur to me to try to quit. You've been going great. Your story reads like mine, and, I suspect, many others. The only difference being that you are posting regular updates of your struggles, and you're starting your journey much earlier in life. I have taken heart from your story.Staying strong means keep on trying. Just FYI I'm on day seven, just in P mode. But am about to go for PM mode. Best wishes Macks
I totally get the feeling but anytime u wanna do it think about this community u just joined and keep posting updates it will keep u aware. I guess at least for me most of the times i relapse are the times i forget about what i had promised and i immediately recall joining here and it keeps me strong . I've doing this like 6 years ,there were times that it was almost uncontrollable and there was even a time that i stayed away from it for 2 and a half months and I'd never forget how awesome that time was and now I wanna surpass my previous record. One last advice: As i know this addiction always tells u to stay home and not get out then say no to it and get out and walk among people,make eye contact, trust me I've been trying this and this works like a charm.Go out and see how other people are busy doing their stuff and thinking about urself staying home and fapping to a machine would most probably change ur mindset. There is no "I can't do it" cause even the most impossible things have been made possible, and don't underestimate urself, u're a human being and u've got a big ass brain in ur penthouse that can make this impossible, possible. Trust me when u get over 2 months the urge is totally gone and the reason i relapsed was not because i became horny and felt the need to do it, but the reason was that i thought well it doesn't hurt to do it after 2 months and i will stay away from it again for more than that which was one of my most stupid decisions. Bring the man out and know that all of us share ur feelings,ur not alone
I made it four days but then I saw 1 picture of a friend of mine in a bikini and that triggered something which led to watching porn and then ofc I masturbated. But I've noticed that I'm being more social and yesterday I went to an amusement park and I met a few hot girls which I actually dared to talk to.. And this is just the beginning!!!
Exactly, now u can see that just a small resistance toward it, brought u this confidence to talk to girls and don't worry if u're not too calm and relax talking to them at first, as u said "this is just the beginning!!!", and now compare these achievements u've got so far with the things u got while masturbating= incomparable
Okay so yesterday I relapsed... I had way to much freetime, and today I have nothing to do... I am thinking about making this a "no p" instead but idk it's just so hard. Now I'm going to take a jog cya.
Just keep trying bro, I'm 16 years old so we are kind of the same age, I like to recognize what I was feeling and thinking prior to my relapse so the next time I feel those feelings I can recognize it and change them real quick. Keep it up! I'm day 1 today too
Day 2, so yesterday I got a dm for WilliamOneAmdDone and he gave me a few tips, so now I have installed k9 on my computer and searched for an ap. I am going for a 90 days no PM and I will not give in. I am prepared for pain but it'll be worth.
Wow, tough day... day three, always the hardest to bypass for me, the servers was down and my city was "porn attacked" on twitter, all i could think of was porn, but i didnt do anything. Today my friends wanted to go swimming but i said no for some dumb reason and ive been home with all the freetime in the world. Its been hard but i did it, and yesterday i started texting a girl whom i havent had the courage to text before and it went well!! All good cya
HEY MAN INVEST YOURSELF I'M WITH DOG! Seriously I'm actually 16 years old just like ya and I think that the thing you should do now IS STOP THE WANKING. There's what I mean: -You only started the journey. You should focus of getting the M and O. If you have urge, try to not watch P, be active on this website. But even if you watch some for a few minutes well it's ok if you don't jerk off. -After a week or two you won't want to watch porn anymore trust me . Best luck to you, if you need something go PM me anytime I'll respond to ya ASAP. I'm with you bro and don't forget: stay active. PS: Check on my thread I need so much support too lol .
So im on day 6 today and i almost lost it yesterday. Watched some and edged but i quit before it was to late