Day 23 This weekend i was obsessing about the idea that if i would to have sex nothing bad would happen. That i would continue no P no M. I even considered looking for it. I went to bed sad and hart broken. But upon waking up I remembered I've done this before. A few times actually. The chaser effect always hunts me back. So No! No girl is going to come and destroy my chance to rewire my brain. Ain't gonna let it happen. At least not today. Be strong brothers!
Day 51/90 In a holding formation today with lots of temptations in an empty house. Hitting a wall, went for a walk. Must stay strong.
Ive relapsed on day 30... okay guys im going to start on 3 day challenge and work up to this big 90 days. I was so on it until saturday the urges came and sunday i started to M then P ugh nothing we can do but get up change our plan and do better next time. This 30 days was not of complete waste always make great use of your failures I come back to this soon. I really need a plan for nights because day urges are easy to tackle but night ones are very tough.
Everybody please stay strong don't do what I just did, something for the weak minded. It sucks being down here again back at day 0. SO KEEP ON FIGHTING!
Day 67 of 90. Yesterday had tough day, with urges, as a result of conflict with my wife. Fortunatelly did not masturbate nor watch porn. Prayer helps me a lot.
there is no trying. You try you'll lose. You have to do it. Remember" The things you own, will end up owning you" . Next time stay strong and do it. 'JUST DO IT'
if you're not sure of yourself. Get a basic button phone. At least till you again self control. Works like a gem.
