hey bro. tell me if u fapped or not in 1 hour. if u fapped, I am gonna block you. (what a punishment for you ) I am also struggling. and I just want to reply to everyone so that I can remember my purpose.
I didn't fapped. I didn't look at porn. I didn't touch myself. but I found myself thinking about my fetishes. I don't count this as relapse since I can't prevent it happen but I am very insecure about my chances of long streak.
have u had urge to look at something porn related? because I keep getting urges. not erections. but mental need. dopamine need. I didn't look though. do you also think about it at least once an hour?
@runninginadarktunnel yes, urges are still there. In this streak it feels different though. I feel like I finally let go of porn this time. Stay strong, for me it's nearly safe for today.
good for you bro! just write to me whenever urge comes. for me it is not going well but I managed to stop it. I just logged into my twitter porn account. I didn't looked at any porn. but I wondered something. and I wanted to use the search bar. I have read on nofap subreddit that some onlyfans creators targeting nofappers to relapse. there was a post about it. I wondered if there are twitter accounts doing this. and then I used the search bar. I have seen one findom creator sent a nofapper a provacative photo. I looked at for 5 seconds then closed it. maybe I was searching this for like 30 seconds. but actual pornographic image, I saw it for like 5 seconds. so I still didn't relapse. but I have strong urge to search about findom creators who try to ruin nofapper's streak. porn addiction is painful. and nofap is very hard for me. it seriosly effect my life. the fact that they can be so evil created a new fetish for me. "findom ruining nofap streak fetish." I have urge to just seach about findom ruining nofapper tweets for like 1 minute and then log out. I quickly realized my trigger and came here to tell you to distract myself. now they can target my dm too because of this message. I will delete it once you saw this. if you are not a fetishist, what I wrote might come as weird, but I am comfortable with being weird, I am just not comfortable with damaging my body and I need to stop.
