Day 66. Feeling restless. Got enlisted into mobilisation list thing. Not sure what to think about it. I just hope the war won't come. Am I being naive? I don't know... This morning I thought I am not rested enough. So, I should go to sleep. Also, tomorrow I am going to moviefilm with my best friend. In some sense I am very lucky. So, this is life. Various stuffs. Spoiler: Journey stuffs 66 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 70 days. ??????? No caffeine at all. Documentary "So, where next?" 4/many
4 days Worked out and took a cold shower Managing when I'm alone. Trying to remember why I have this goal. Keep strong my brothers
Day 3 On a mini retreat with my fiancée, it’s good for us to have some time away from work. I have felt completely unburdened today, and I never want to feel like I’m hiding something again.
Day 1 At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around. Quest Item:
165 days - In your ascend you encounter the Captains of the West who declare the return of the King! "Behold! One has come to claim the Kingship again at last!". They placed the Crown of Gondor - a tall, jewelled and winged helm with seven gems of adamant - on your head. The crowning of the High-King inaugurates the Reunited Kingdom of Gondor and Arnor. Quest Item – Crown of Gondor
Day 4 Woke up pretty tired, but got to spend a lovely morning out in the sun. I’m realising that forgiving myself will take time, but hopefully the worst is behind me.
Day 68. I am tempted to relapse. It's extremely bad. I would like to drop writing this and go pmo. I don't know. Seems hopeless now. I think I want to pmo more than a jean jacket now. But let's just go for a walk. I will try to remember why am I doing this. Spoiler: Journey stuffs 68 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 90 days. No caffeine at all. Documentary "So, where next?" 4/many
