Day 64. I am tempted to relapse. Just saying. It is how it is. Let's just better go for a walk. I shouldn't forget why am I doing this. Spoiler: Journey stuffs 64 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 70 days. ??????? No caffeine at all. Documentary "So, where next?" 4/many
Day 28 I told my fiancée everything, all the reasons I’ve been carrying guilt and shame, all the mistakes I’ve made throughout our relationship. It was difficult. Sharing how badly lust has affected my life made me feel pretty disgusting, but I know what my steps forward are. I’m going to get a spiritual director, I’m going to journal/pray more, and I’m going to fight this with everything I have in me. I know I’m forgiven, but until I can see that lust is behind me I will struggle to forgive myself.
// Day 35 - Moria, the greatest Dwarven Kingdom, is before you. With a beard and a axe, you´re a Dwarf now.
Day 47 Hold on, it's just the addiction that plays with you. Do not give in; it's not worth it and you know it! Well done brother, we're proud of you! Remember that the lust is already behind you, actually 28 days. So don't be too hard on yourself; You just need to stay on the track and kick the addiction out of your mind. I'm rooting for you!
Thank you, man! At the moments of temptation it's not so clear is it worth it or not, but I understand -- deep down we know that it's wrong and won't fulfill us. By the way, nice avatar pic!
Day 2 I've decided to reset my counter, beginning on May 1st. As well as my fight with lust, I want this counter to also represent my complete honesty going forward, as I now have nothing to hide from anyone and wish to live my life in truth. I've never started my journey feeling so light, so I pray this time is the last.
Day 48 With boats given by the Elfs you sail on the river Anduin. The journey continues south to Amon Hên. Thanks bud
