// Day 30 – Your loved ones send you a gift as a token of their love. Radagast, the Brown, in his rabbit sleigh delivers you Evenstar – a silver necklace with a white stone. "When the memory of the fear and the darkness troubles you...this will bring you aid".
7 days We'va made some changes to today's schedule so this way it's much more difficult for me to reset today. @MustardSeed55 congratulations, good work!
Day 60. Day started nice. Good weather. Went for street gymnastics. Reached my new record. 13 pull ups on the first circuit. Later went for a long walk. Then "breakfast" (I think I had it too late to call it that). Feeling "the itch" down there. But I hope with God's help I'll manage. There are more meaningful stuffs in life than p, m, o. Also it was never as fun as my mind tried to convince me before the deed. Even if it's true that life is harder after quitting, I should keep fighting! Journey continues! Spoiler: Journey stuffs 60 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 70 days. ??????? No caffeine at all. Documentary "So, where next?" 4/many
Day 3, trod on! 3 days – PMO forces have spotted you!! With haste you use the Bucklebury Ferry to cross the Brandywine river.
Relapsed lads. I gave into temptation. I’ve let myself down, but I’m not going to wallow in misery. Now is the time to identify where I went wrong and to make sure it doesn’t happen again. Don’t make the same mistake I did, those of you suffering urges. It’s never any different, you’ll always feel empty and ashamed. I will destroy my ring and conquer my urges. Stay strong Fellowship!
8 days – Gildor Inglorion, an Elf, crosses your path causing a Nazgûl that was chasing you to flee. You stay the night with his company of Elves talking about your struggles with PMO. "Courage is found in unlikely places" he says. He gives you an Hithlain rope, a magical rope, light and flexible, yet extremely strong. Quest Item – Hithlain rope @Average_Joe0285 good mindset, you can do it
Day 61. Almost relapsed several minutes ago. Was close to turning on p. I am a mess. Maybe I'll write something more later, maybe not. I don't know what's what anymore. My brain just wants to escape with p. I hope I won't, but no promises. How could I promise anything feeling like this... Spoiler: Journey stuffs 61 days hardmode. Denim jacket reward for 70 days. ??????? No caffeine at all. Documentary "So, where next?" 4/many
Hi guys, Apologies for disturbing all, I want to ask everyone here something that is hence bothering my mind.. First of all, today i have completed 34 days without porn, masturbation and orgasm, strictly without even a slight edging. But from last two days i was having urges to meet someone romantically, and i did that. Today i met a person, we had some sort of "emotional" fun, a motorcycle long ride, Hugs, kisses, talking, flirting. But it didnt included me of doing any fapping, viewing porn and not even ejaculation of mine, no sharing of explicit images or videos, we spent almost 2 hours together , we had that "emotional" fun, but me without PMO. @RiseToGreatness My question is should i count this as relapse or not? Everyones answer is expected, please guys give ur views over this, Thank you.
It has been some time... I am currently taking the "Reforged Man" course, hopefully that will help give me an edge... Good luck people, forge ahead!
