Yeah man, youre doing great being here! Think about how many thousands...even millions of gooner cucks are hutched over their computer screens trapped into caveman pose grinding their flappy pp to fantasy pixel women, completely unaware they even have an addiction.. youve made a big step being here. Try not to get too hung up on counters if you can - there's lots of other ways to measure improvement (length of binge sessions, "giving up" on all recovery, escalation, etc). sometimes we gotta just take sobriety an hour at a time. I recommend nofap chats on discord or even better, SAA meetings to maintain sobriety throughout the day. Were also here for you too! you can do it
Yesterday, I got frustrated because I thought that things were not going to turn out as expected, I was determined to see P but then everything was solved and I was able to face this but I had wet dreams this morning making me think about PM and these types of videos and models all day making it fall and consume this content. I want to start again, I'll try Day 0
Keep trying brother, and keep phones and computers far from the bed! Its so so easy to relapse when were half awake and our executive decision making brain function isnt going yet. please, dont beat yourself up. every hour sober is a victory. Take in steps and give yourself credit for getting on the path to recovery. Rooting for you
