Hello everyone, I’ll try to make this quick. Not quite sure when I started masturbating, but it was at a decently young age. I didn’t even really know what masturbation was, so I would say my sex drive is really high. I have also had my run ins with porn, also exposed at a young age (due to the internet being the internet). Porn really isn’t a big struggle for me unless I’m masturbating, then it has a pull. So I find that in my situation, the one leads to the other. Masturbation on the other hand is a drug. My brain is so wired to it at this point, but I am going to recover. To me it’s now or never. Currently I am 24 years old and sick of living this way. I’m tired of the power masturbation has on my life and the life it takes from me. This community has inspired me, and I’m going to rely on posting here and getting encouragement to keep going from you guys. I really believe I can do this! My goal is hard mode until New Years, but also beyond. Why would I want to go back? I’m looking forward to healing. Sorry this wasn’t as short as planned but thanks for reading!
