That's why I even unsubscribed my Spotify. And yes I'm also against music, except classical in some places.
Congratulations for the honesty. We need to be honest to ourselves, and that's how we can get things done. My life started to change when I stopped blaming and started to act. Are you sad because you're fat? Start a diet, go to the gym and sleep better. Are you sad because you're ugly? Take care of your appearence. Are you sad because you don't have friends? Read psychology books and do something outside. Are you sad because you are broken financially? Rethink your expenses and search for ways to make more money. We are in the hole we are because of our choices. That's what I learned in Can't Hurt Me (by David Goggings)