Wow - I was wondering when it would finally happen to me. Ive always had an active boner and never, ever had this problem before. But for the past 2 days...its like the trouser snake is dead. Limp biscuit cant do nada. Ive been binging an unusual amount (even for me) on P for days like a hyena, and its been destroying me. Ive been feeling extra depressed and hateful of life and myself. and now...limp trouser meat. The gift that keeps on giving, no? I have 2 women interested in me right now, and couldve put my energy towards that. Now, I cant ask anyone out cause I couldnt perform even if I had the chance. Im gonna try to see it as a positive. Id rather be asexual / never have sex again if it means ridding my life of PMO.
just during the course of PMO. I realized it wont get up all the way any more. Maybe like 50%. Its sad. It's actually helping me a bit right now cause its this HUGE reminder that this addiction is so real and fed up. Did you reverse it? How long did that take (after no PMO ofc)?
Not to discourage you, but I'm a year in a half in and still fighting it, but you have to take into account how far I've come. Right now I'm in a flatline and can't get hard at all and very little morning wood. HOWEVER after starting NoFap me and my fiance' have at times had the best sex we ever have. It's just ups and downs. Like I get out of flatline and need a release. I orgasm with my girl and end up going back into flatline. It's a vicious cycle, but I think time and healing makes our brain more resistant to flatline. Considering I had a 20 year Porn addiction and a chronic masturbation habit since about age 13-14 it would make sense I have a lot of damage to reverse
/ Hey congrats you have some good days at least - and a fiance' that loves you! That's beautiful man. The other stuff can heal later...How does she react to your recovery and flatline / PIED? Is she supportive? (dont need to answer if its too personal of course)
I realized it when I couldn't lift it up in front of my gf and that was a big shame for me. Day 2 of my hardmode. I didn't even peek for one single social media video and disabled my photos on my browser.
She is very s She is very supportive. Too much so sometimes. LOL. She cock blocks me out of fear of my brain messing up again.
