The reason why I've been so depressed was because I've been holding onto my past too tightly. Wanting so badly to fix the mistakes I've made. I'm training myself to drop my past and embrace my future. I'm about to start living on my own soon, anyway. I guess here is where I learn to love myself
The past is helpful as an instructional tool for the present. That’s all. There’s a lot of mistakes I would amend if I could, but I can’t so remembering them becomes a distracting loop of regret, not part of a plan for improvement.