The journey

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Og007, Jun 8, 2020.

  1. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Day2:

    This journal is the only listener of my thoughts. I feel depressed because I am not going in the right direction in the direction of success. Sometimes, I would say you cannot be in control of everything let it go. Sometimes, I would say you have to be in control of at least what comes out of you.

    I know if I wanna be successful, I have to be in control of my life. I know I have to meet my goals. But, It is been one year after my life get messed up. For a whole year, I 've been suffering alone. I will be helping people. Helping my friends and I won't take care of myself. I feel not good. a lot of pain is inside me. I am sorry if I am spreading negativity. But, this is where I can do that!

    I know as well if I am feeling so, that one day I will be better through NOFAP, through the actions that I will be taking. I need to find a way to get to my balance again. I hope I will find it and get stick to it. Inside me, there is a lot of pain, a lot of pain that was caused by me. So I have to be responsible for that and work hard, execute my actions to make my life better again :)

    @RareFlares I can't thank you enough. You are really rare Mate :) your support is healing me man, God bless you, God bless all your loved ones!
     
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  2. RareFlares

    RareFlares Fapstronaut

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    You're welcome mate :)

    Your desire to push past the pain and achieve greatness is an inspiration to us here!
    Nofap will give you the self-control and confidence you need to take charge and be the man of your life.
     
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  3. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

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  4. Hey og007. Good job on the 4 days so far man. Not easy but you are pushing through it. Keep going my brother
     
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  5. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Thanks,
    brother! I won't relapse this time!
     
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  6. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Hey Mate, Thanks for asking. I am back I was on a trip with some friends. I got disconnected from life for a while!
    All is good. Keeping up the great NoFap :D

    How are you doing @RareFlares ?
     
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  7. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    day 14 was the day of my first relapse... Things are going smooth this time .. what I learnt is that you should let the flow of urges goes without thinking about any girl or especially porn. My aim is to reach 100 days. Keep calm and do it!
     
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  8. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    All is good for day 15. I am trying to manage the anxiety of the studies. I quit smoking today!
     
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  9. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Wow, mate @RareFlares ! You are doing great. I hope one day I make the 79 days of NoFap. The journey is not so hard, especially when you feel that your level of concentration has become higher and when you sleep, you go deep, and you feel more comfortable the next day.

    Well, I am continuing my journey. :)
    Cheers and have a nice weekend!
     
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  10. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    After reading a friend's journal @RareFlares, I liked the way he is motivating himself by keeping track of his daily problems and actions.
    Therefore, from today, I will start setting a plan for my daily activities, and I will write a proverb daily.

    Day 17:
    2 pm--> 10 pm: Studies, I will finish writing a paper.
    10 pm--> 1 am: hangout with friends

    I will set the plan for tomorrow as I would prefer to project my planning.
    Waking up at 8 am at least is mandatory for me. It was a habit, and I will bring it back to life again.
    So!
    0800-0820 breakfast and meditation
    0825-1230 study
    lunch break
    1400-2000 study
    2015- sports, then dinner, posting on NoFap and sleep by 2300

    Each day, I will set the plan for the next day. I will set a monthly and weekly layout in my notebook. I won't share those.

    Feeling healthier with NoFap, more open to real conversation, no girlfriend, but a lot of good friends are surrounding me. It is hard for me to start a relationship with a girl since the last relation that ended about a year ago. But, I know I have to continue this journey.

    My life goals:
    - Becoming one of the best data scientists in the world
    - Having a startup

    Do your best each day to feel relieved before sleeping. Each day, do positive things. It will be reflected in you.
     
    Last edited: Jul 11, 2020
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  11. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    day18
    I haven't followed the plan for today because yesterday I went out with my boys until 5 am in the morning.
    To be more efficient I will set the plan for tomorrow.

    0800-0820 breakfast and meditation
    0825-1230 study
    lunch break
    1400-2000 study
    2015- sports, then dinner, posting on NoFap and sleep by 2300

    A Dios. Nofap for life!
     
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  12. You're doing a wonderful job so far og, all my best.
     
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  13. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Thanks Bro!!

    Keep it up for the best! We are here all union and we support each other. Thanks to god and thanks to this beautiful amazing community.
     
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  14. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Fuck urges. But, I am keeping up :p
     
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  15. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    day 19: Each day, I will be more positive and I will have a list of goals to achieve.
     
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  16. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Day 20: the harder the journey is the stronger you become!
     
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  17. Well done mate, keep at it. All the best
     
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  18. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Thanks mate!
     
  19. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Day21:
    NO PAIN NO GAIN
     
  20. Og007

    Og007 Fapstronaut

    Be grateful to God! I am good and healing
     
    Last edited: Jul 15, 2020