One of the benefits I'm an noticing is I am setting boundaries myself, pre semen retention I was weak, needy, people would step in my circle an walk all over me and I wouldn't do anything or speak up for myself. I wanted to fit in and be desired SOOOOO BAAAAD, but if they if the feelings ain't reciprocated than its nothing I can do, I just laugh an do the dash. Middle finger to the haters. The longer yall go on ur journey folks, you open an range of emotion you never experienced before, I would repress my emotions back than. I knew my personality never went away! I wont cross in other peoples circle an I expect the same thing.
