#Day 14 Couldn't have sex during the weekend and haven't fapped either nor exercised. A high-calorie food intake made me dull yesterday. I had failed on this 2 week mark earlier. Going to take it 1 day at a time.
Relapsed on Day 16. Bettered my previous by 1 day. Again only softcore not hardcore. It is important not to beat myself up after every relapse - achievement is that it is my longest without hardcore porn in at least 6 years. Now I have lots going through my mind, feel insecure, have a negative mindset. Will be working from home Today, and history says I will again watch porn - instead will go to the library and work. Will check out those skiing classes.
