10 days in and I am starved for excitement/dopamine. Last night I prayed for 15 minutes that God would send me to Narnia. Then I got up, it was around midnight, and walked over to my wardrobe. I was shaking with excitement as I opened the door, expecting an entrance to Narnia. There was no entrance. Last night this seemed like a perfectly natural thing to do, but this morning I woke up and realized I am insane. Losing my mind ffs