its been 3 days and the urges are starting to get the best of me i am not having any desire to watch porn right now nor am i having any thoughts in my head , its just that i feel a pressure in my right bl and i fee l like i need to go do it but i am not going to am gona stay strong and move forward
am sorry to tell every one here that i have relapsed again after 7 days i feel like shit right now ! i didnt ven feel good after i did it heck i felt like shit ! . but i wont let this relapse hold me down am gona wash up strt again. what i am gona do is no internet in a room where i am alone. I want to know one hting masturbation and porn is bad but waht about sex with a partenr i mean i dont have one right now but in near future i might so wil taht help ? am sorry for lettign you all down i wil try and not do it agai nfrom this moment on .
