I would really like to be free of this problem. My first experience with it was when I was 13, I am 21 now. At the time I didn't think anything was wrong with it. If anything, at the time I found it exciting. Over time though I went through the typical stages without realizing it at the time. "Mild" things no longer made me as excited as I used to. Quite rapidly my tastes morphed into something that I don't consider to be my own, and honestly frighten me somewhat. They are not anything dangerous, but things that simply are not realistic in terms of reality. I have been to yourbrainonporn.com periodically for years, I've tried nofap on reddit, I've been to other sites that are supposed to help people break free of this addiction, and now I feel that this is the last site or community I will join before I manage this problem. Over time I have had periods where I have gone over a month without any issues, but I have somehow always been lured back in. I am an addict and I am here to heal myself, as well as to help others.
