Hi Everyone, I am starting my journey today to achieve 7 days without PMO. I know I will have a hard time to let go off my past but I am ready. Enough time has been spent without wheels rolling and I with God's help will achieve small targets and make it big, I urge one and all to hold me accountable and encourage me when a face setbacks
My 1st day was a failure and hence I started again and today marks my 1st free of PMO, it will take me some discipline to stay sober.
I have completed 8 days of no PMO, thoughts are running wild sometimes but God has helped me this far
Hi Guys, I am here again at 0 days, and the main reason for my failure were complacency and pride. 1. I trusted my flesh so much I took phone to bed everyday with the intent of gathering knowledge from YouTube. 2. Pride : I trusted myself that I will be okay if don't watch porn but yet keep surfing phone for 5 mins, slowly it to turned to hours and then ultimately everyday Pmo. 3. I just tried to battle it out myself belittling the struggle when I should have considered it a greatest threat. I still consider PMO and also procrastination my greatest enemies that can steal my time, my dreams, my calling and everything good in me. I am starting again.
You will be wiser next time. The one person we must never trust early in recovery is ourselves. We have proven again and again that we cannot be trusted. God alone is good, and he will see us through.
It's been 5 days today, I feel so relieved and calm when I don't PMO, having all this knowledge still the temptation is so slippery and enticing that it convinces me so easily. But for now I am happy with the progress, Thanks Tao for being my AP