Just a while ago, I PMO. I watched porn, masturbated, and came. But I don't want to reset my 50 day counter. My current reasoning is that the porn I watched was my own x-tape. And so it counts more as love. I know this isn't really true, because the masturbation was not intimate and loving like sex. Rather, it was nearly identical to my old habit. In addition, I feel that if I reset my counter, I'll go into a relapse binge because my counter will be 0. What I want to do instead is simply note that this 90 day challenge is 'pseudo'. That way I won't need to reset my counter. It won't be entirely accurate, but by writing this post, I can have a mental note. Something like 50 days* *Note: 1 PMO occured but not entirely the same I have already arranged in my mind, that if I masturbate with a screen again (that's the main problem I'm fighting), I will reset my counter, regardless of whether it was my own made material Yes, I know many of you will consider this cheating. Yes, I would like opinions and advice. Cheers
