I'll be here daily, if the twins let me You all are the angels that will help me heal; we'll all have a big family reunion in heaven some day. Thx brother
I'm sorry, too.... It's a shit show. My only options are 1) suicide 2) addiction 3) get the hell up every day & be the best I can be, especially when I want option 1 almost 23 hours out of my day. Kids; saving 1 life at a time Thx girl
So true. I have read many books on if I should stay or go and when I did a deep self reflection without the filters and the not wanting to hurt feelings my outcome is to leave. We get pulled in by the promise of change...we hope that things will improve. Instead we get disappointment. You know what you have to do and we are just allow fear to cloud our need to act. My SO allegedly has grown up but I still see the selfish person he has become. He won't admit to it but it is little things that speak volumes. He is no longer watching P but he watches movies that could be considered soft porn and he has gone and spent money at the nude bars.....yeah you truely have grown up....my ass.
Thx bud.. Violation of the highest level. But now, I am free.....my kids are free. No more chains of fear in this tribe; only love, safety, & honesty moving forward. I am really looking forward to happiness.
So you’re separated for now or you’re moving on? I hate that he couldn’t see what he was doing and fix it but your attitude is fantastic.