I'm new. Please be nice

Sorry to hear that, bro

We all make mistakes and the only thing we can do is to learn from them, even though sometimes a time machine would have come in handy. Like the one from Back to the Future, both time machine and a nice car, but unfortunately it's not possible (yet).

Yeah, a relationship without intimacy wouldn't be a true relationship? It's one of the things that makes people feel connected and brings people closer to each other, maybe? I dunno, but I suppose soo. So I understand why you only focusing on PM.

Sorry that your partner has some problems mentally right now and that your intimacy isn't what it could have been, but I remember that you once said that "sex isn't the most important thing for you" or am I wrong? So maybe you don't struggle as much from this like others would have? Hopefully your partner will recover from her mental issues asap and that your intimacy with each other becomes better.

Maybe it's harder to avoid relapsing when you live together with a partner? I mean as a couple it's common that you give hugs and kisses to each other and those things are also very common in sexual activities and maybe they might trigger your brain even more to masturbate. When your partner gives you a kiss for example, maybe your brain will send out a urge signal because it thinks kiss = sex. Don't take this the wrong way that being single would be an easier way to get rid of a PMO addiction, this is only a speculation.

 

Haha, yeah! If time traveling would have become possible one day, I don't think I would live long enough to experience it. It's also important to remember that changing the past could bring consequences in the future, so I think living in the present is the way to go, even though it would have been cool!

You really have the heart in the right place, brother! A relationship shouldn't only be about "sex", it should be way more than that. Enjoy each others company, share some similar interests, be supportive, be respectful and be faithful to each other.

It's actually something positive that you are able to get a "boner" during hugs and kisses from your partner, because that's a sign that you are sexually attracted to your her even though you are suffering from a deep porn and masturbation addiction. If you wouldn't been able to get a boner during moments like that it would have been unfortunate, since your addiction brain wouldn't been able to get horny enough during regular sexual activities and instead it would've want the more hardcore porngraphic stuff.

 

nice bro keep it up yo will be a man soon enough, btw how much is your day counter?