I was so close to pulling it today. Want to know what tipped me back in the right direction? THE REALIZATION THAT FAPPING WILL NEVER, EVER, EVER, DO WHAT YOU WANT IT TO DO FOR YOU. IT WILL NEVER BRING YOU TRUE, LIFE-GIVING HAPPINESS. IT WILL ALWAYS LET YOU DOWN. IT WILL MAKE YOU SICK. I knew these things, but the fact that I couldn't do it right away made me realize that this problem will never go away for me. I'm on 65. I've fapped once in the last 95. I never made it past 9 before 30, then 65 days. Honestly, believe you can do it, and you're that much closer. I've had stretches where I was so dang close to jerkin, but I didn't, and I haven't yet. Every single one of you can quit this. Hoo-rah for all y'all being you.
Man, this is so TRUE. I totally believe it. I hope everyone here can really internalize this, and that real fulfillment and life-giving, self-giving happiness is possible. Let it be so.
