I started not doing nofap for a while, but I am back, more motivated than ever before

Yes! nice, I hope you have a ncie journey. I am on day 1 I think, but no biggie, no urges so far

 

Frick dude! I'm getting less of a grasp on my life. I can't do nofap anymore for some reason. I am so motivated. I just PMO, but I will stop PMOing from now on. Never again. That was terrible. It totally seems like I'm not serious with this due to the number of relapses, but I am so serious now. After the relapse my head is just swimming and I can't think straight, I feel naseau, and I don't feel motivated at all. Please don't relapse again.

 

Unbelievable, on day 8 after a PMO, feeling amazing, a little tired tho, but thankfully I'm outside these days with my family because I have the strongest urges now, so if I can get past this part, then I'll be good. I'll make it to the end

 

Can't believe I'm on day 10, I'm doing great! I won't relapse

 

@ElSicario You are so far! Day 122. Can we connect again on discord? I see your doing amazing, I would love to learn from you! Please message me sometime, I would love to chat. Also, I thought you disappeared from nofap because I didn't see you for a long time

 

FRICK FRICK FRICK, I PMO TODAY. I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF. NEVER AGAIN. I AM HYPERMOTIVATED, I WILL NOT STOP FOR ANYTHING, I WILL RESIST ALL URGES

 

Idk, I'm sick today, I want to relapse, but I WONT DO IT. I BELIEVE IN MYSELF. The reason I keep on relapsing is because I talk to my crush often and her eyes are so pretty and her hair is so pretty too and the way she acts is so cute and adorable, and it make me hard everytime, even thought I don't look at her sexually. So then I get a little wet and I relapse

 

Hey, I was wondering if jerking off to girls faces was ok. I'm not looking at anything else, just their face. I'm a teen also, so my horniness is at maximum right now. Can I jerk off like once every week? Also, I've been so horny recently that I can't even focus, so maybe fapping will help me focus a little more and put sex off my mind?

 

The only way I can hold up is to keep on listening to music or watch youtube. Is this ok? Is this normal, so that I won't relapse?

 

Well I relapsed yesterday, but I'm feeling fine today. Deleting instagram helped me stop looking at girls that I thought were really pretty(which gave me boners and made me want to fap). It's been a good day so far

 

Day 3, feeling super strong, no urges to relapse yet

 

I'm not really horny at the moment, but for some reason I feel like I just want to masturbate. Like my brain just wants that shot of dopamine because it's not getting as much as it used to when I masturbated a lot.

 

I relapsed I took a cold shower to punish myself, I promise I'm going to make it farther than I ever have this time

 

Life just feels so monotonous and boring. Honestly I think it's because I haven't ever had a girlfriend and I really want one. I really want to cuddle with a girl and just fall asleep yk. There's this girl that I'm talking to, but she says she likes me but doesn't want to date yet.