I've been masturbating for about 5 years and there was a point where I masturbated everyday. This week I masturbated 3 times. I've tried lots of things to stop masturbating. I've blocked every porn site using open dns but I'm still able to look at porn through google images and I would eventually unblock the porn sites, block porn sites, and it just becomes a never ending cycle. Regular porn isn't enough. I've masturbated to very disgusting porn and everytime I do I just feel horrible. The thing I'm ashamed of the most is masturbating to transwoman porn. I'm a straight male and I would never be with one in real life but I just happpen to masturbate to it. I always feel depressed about masturbating, and feel embarassed to tell anyone. I've tried to solve this problem on my own but I realized I can't. I'm too embarassed to tell people about my problem which is why I made this account so I can remain annonymous while still recieving help from others. Please help me. I really want and need help.
Welcome, friend! We're here to help. But first, I think its important to know what porn does to you (aside from the obvious/ easily inferred. I mean the real nitty gritty). Please check out the Yourbrainonporn site. I'll post a few links in just a sec (want to respond to you as quickly as possible). Also, please watch this video (if anything, its very informative and reassuring). As well, please please please know how glad I am that you've come here. Trying to get through it alone, especially through just sheer willpower is simply not enough. Support is so important to get in this situation, and I'm glad you were able to seek it out.
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