Now I have deleted everything. I'd deleted everything apart from 5 pics of the physically hottest woman I ever dated. Pure PMO material. Now I've managed to delete them too. I'd always been afraid of her seeing pics on my phone and ipad, and had dedicated far too much time to making sure they were clean in case she glanced through them or had to use them....I'm a man without honour. How could I claim to have loved her and behave like that? I've also now deleted the two adult dating profiles I had set up, and had been using for fantasy building (never met anyone) over the last two years...yes, through my doomed relationship.... I slightly feel cleaner. Less seedy and horrible. But still covered in shame. I didn't deserve such a wonderful woman in my life, I'm scum...it's clear to me now.
