Day 1

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Neo9372, May 15, 2015.

  1. Neo9372

    Neo9372 New Fapstronaut

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    I just watched my last pornography video, or more so what I hope to be my last porn video for some time. I have been using porn for a while. I started when I was 12 years old. I can still remember the first video I ever saw. Me a young child in a room full of older teenagers being pressured to watched something that shocked me at first sight, confused and troubled but intrigued none the less. I wasn't addicted necessarily, that took time, but it became a habit. I remember when it had become an addiction though and that was when I got my first laptop (faptop would be a more suitable name for it) at age 18. Now nearly 4 years later I am here typing on that very same laptop in hopes of bringing that very addiction to a conclusion. I know it will be a tough road but hopefully with the support of this community I will find my success. Thank you and good luck to everyone else out there, here's to going 24 hours PMO free.
     
  2. Picfiend

    Picfiend Fapstronaut

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    Welcome @Neo9372. I had a similar experience bro. Shock and intrigue and then it evolve into a habit. Had it so bad that even the sight of a bikini the old excite me. It took a while for me to realize that it's detrimental but I'm here now and happy to see you here too. There is life after addiction Neo, it's gonna be hard but so worth it. Get through the first day like a boss.