Day 26 and 22: Struggling with major personal and career issues and an added mental pressure of noFap.
Day 27 and 23:Feeling horny each and every second...demons inside me are yelling to give up but I know that I won't give up this time...have to fight this inner war anyhow and win this time..
Day 27 and 24:Feeling horny throughout the day...but anyhow have to keep fighting this fight. Guys please help me out.
Day 28 and 25: Spend the first day of the weekend in a nice manner...gotta work hard very much on learning new things and skills. Met with my friends and had a nice hangout with them. Felt strong urges although...
Day 29 and 26: A Good day spent. Now I really have to feel ashamed for completing my daily goals...Such an asshole am I for not completing daily targets and goals on time..
Day 30 and 27:Have to be very serious and motivated about my goal statement now avoiding which I may in my journey on nofap and eventually fail both in terms of career and goals.
Day 31 and 28: Almost broke my streak...sexual thoughts engrossed a lot in my mind..but somehow was able to control. Will definitely need to check on this..Cud not lose this fight coming this far..
Day 32 and 29:Almost edged today by viewing photos and pics of celeb stars...now have to make a rule regarding not using my laptop amidst my work and study time or else definitely have to face the consequences.
Day 32 and 30:First checkpoint completed!! A month of struggle and a feeling of little accomplishment...but a lot to achieve more Now looking forward to complete 90 days..touchwood.Still have to be extra cautious because the lust still prevails.
Day 34:The successful journey comes to an end....Today I relapsed after sweet 33 days...feeling very bad and depressed right now. But learnt very important lessons:- 1).U can never carry your journey of nofap for long without having a goal in your mind and waking up every day thinking to complete to complete each chunk of the larger goal everyday with a constant source of motivation for goal completion in mind. 2).Keep a solid habit of having a disciplined life where u decide and preplan each and every hour of your day ahead and try to achieve it. 3).Never let sexual thoughts and desires ponder in your head for longer than a minute...IT'S VERY BADDDD. Will try to overcome these in my next streak after 2 days..need to update my daily counter