Every day I feel like I keep repeating the same mistakes I have been in life. When will I learn? Am I doomed to repeat them? I really wanted this year to be the one for me. I think infrequent masturbation is ok if it is done to relieve stress. Porn is empty and souless. This is the fourth time I have tried to quit with only minor successes along the way. I will keep myself accountable so I can be happy with the choices I make. August 20th 2020