Hello everybody, I have never arrived somewhere new and felt to this degree that here is somewhere I belong. Thank you for having me and I hope to contribute as much as I possibly can. Of course I'm here because I need help. On several fronts. I am a recovering alcoholic and some of you will know the pride and mounting strength that comes from standing up and admitting that. Well I intend to apply the same model to my drug addiction, which I believe is now under control, and to my porn/wanking addiction, which is not. Last night I sustained a frightening penis injury having regular sex with my partner Elsa. Today my dick is doubled in size and black with bruising.. I always thought it would be nice to have a big black cock but as it turns out.. So the fact is that at least for now, I cannot wank. And I'm off amphetamines - which turn me into a REAL problem wanker. So MY challenge, when my dick recovers is to create a new life for me and my average sized, hopefully white like the rest of me cock, and most importantly for my poor, tormented, traumatized brain. Love and Peace to everyone. My new friends and community. Rob
Welcome Rob! Here is some info to get you started: http://www.nofap.com/glossary http://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/new-to-nofap-website.29187/#post-178181 http://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/my-top-tips-for-leaving-pmo-behind.35201/ http://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/accountability-partners-read-this-thread-before-posting.3/ P.S. A penis can break, so I would urge you to get yourself checked out at the doctors. Get it assessed and treated. You won't be the first or the last dude - it happens.
Thanks IGY. Your support really means a lot to me.. Yes I needed to go straight to hospital when it happened and despite the massive swelling they were satisfied that it was not broken. So its no sex, no MPO for me for probably at least a couple of weeks - even if I wanted to! So in some ways, what a perfect opportunity to begin on this journey.. Even if the real challenge begins when my penis recovers....
Friend of Bills also, welcome. I'm a newbie with 6 days PMO free, day 7 now, struggling but hoping to do the Hard 90 one day at a time. Good luck, brother.
Thanks Bro, same to you! One day at a time is the way life actually unfolds so yes, that's the only sensible way to approach it mate. One day, one hour, one minute, one second at a time, each unit of time as precious as the last and the next.
