450 days slip up or relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Kairose, Oct 31, 2022.

  1. Kairose

    Kairose Fapstronaut

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    I did read the "is this a relapse?" In the forum but I'm not sure yet so I need you guys to tell me what you think.

    >Might be little triggery below<

    Entered Facebook to watch a non P video that a friend sent me. But I saw a "sexy reel" and keep watching it, without the intention of watch P really, but definitely was P for me, because it was arousing content. It was a little funny because while I totally disapproved in my thinking how Facebook and society could permit all that crap in there I keep watching two more reels.
    Didn't touch myself, but after about 10-15 min of reels I got hard enough to have an orgasm.

    It surprised myself, didn't realize I was that hard until right before I had the orgasm.

    Well please tell me what you think is this a relapse?
     
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  2. No! It's not - JUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM P AND SEXY STUFF AND DO NOT GO BINGE WATCHING IT!

    FORGET THAT YOU'VE WATCHED IT! AND NO IT'S NOT IF YOU DIDN'T DO IT AGAIN, YOU STILL HAVEN'T LOST YOUR HEALING -DO NOT DO IT AGAIN!!
     
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  3. And that guy you call friend, Is not your friend if all he shares is the toxic addiction you've been fighting for 453 days to stay away from!
    Stay away from such bad friendship, Friend!
     
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  4. Kairose

    Kairose Fapstronaut

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    Thank you my friend! I'll do whatever I can to not fall in this trap again
     
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  5. Keep it up! You've fought a long war so far, don't let it go to waste.
     
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  6. from2003

    from2003 Fapstronaut

    Yessssir
     
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  7. joarev85

    joarev85 Fapstronaut

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    No. No relapse. Just be careful next time.
     
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  8. Apun94

    Apun94 New Fapstronaut

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    DEFINITELY NOT a relapse. Continue on the journey with the same mindset that has helped accumulate so many days and keep going.
    I guess the most important thing in all this is to stay as far away from triggers as possible.
     
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  9. LLOYYD

    LLOYYD Fapstronaut

    No it is not a relapse bro. If you were viewing that video as P-sub then it would a reset since it is a rule on the LOTR challenge. But I would give you a pass and keep your streak since it was only once that I heard of. Just be careful. I wouldn't reset because you didn't M or MO. I don't understand how you said you can M without M on the thread there. You didn't touch yourself right? Not a reset/relapse. Just my suggestion.

    Btw I have a facebook for a reason. But I never use it now because it is a waste of time from past experience. I wouldn't recommend using it at all.
     
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