There's a line in Million Dollar Baby about protecting yourself, and I finally realized that porn is a very damaging death blow to young people, but it masquerades as a free lunch, a sign of maturity. Because of porn I wasted the best years of my life 18 to 28 years old. I lived like the walking dead for eleven years. I've now decided to change all that.
I know exactly how you feel bro, I believe I wasted all my 20s living like a zombie. Keep fighting and I am sure you will be able to change this, so will I!
Thank you for your message and understanding. Because of shame, I didn't tell anyone I knew in reality about my porn addiction. Until then, I didn't even think there were people suffering from the same thing. I really appreciate your message, I had some sexual arousal before I read it, but your message gave me strength. I hope you hang in there today! We can get a normal life!