Day 4. 12 more hours to conquer the day. Noticed a spike in confidence. While studying I've noticed a significant increase in memory. Following the rules and going as per plan makes things easier.
Stay strong mate. If u relapse there is a part in you still thinks that PMO is good. You've to overcome those thoughts . As @Tantricman said first 48 hours are the hardest and you're more like to relapse on first week. After a week, you'll gain better control over yourself. Remember Nofap is just a tool to achieve things. Just abstaining from PMO is not the goal. You've to take serious and conscious efforts for betterment of yourself.
Plan each and every second of your day and always keep yourself busy. And exhaust yourself fully before going to bed. Avoid taking a nap in noon . This will help you to sleep early in the night.
Day 69/90. Watched today a few materials about destruction/consequences that come from porn and masturbation. Today I will enjoy freedom, life without PMO.
Day 60/90. I did it. I'm awake and ready to face the day. I have my back against the wall. My only direction is forward. To victory! 30 days left. The scale is tipping in my favor.
day 53 checking in... Exploring the benefits of no PMO every day and I don't want to go back to this miserable me! To Glory! To victory!
Post as much as you need to! I'll say it again. Post as much as you need to. We are here for you. As for your dilemma.. well, only you can decide. But, I think you should live your own life. You are the master of your destiny, not your parents. You should be free to date whomever you like. Especially if you are very limited in your choices, as you would be if you obeyed your parents with this. You are way more likely to get stuck with a girl you don't really want because of the lack of choice. YES!!!! The best way. Break it up! Exactly!! Used one of my 50 likes to like this I've been stuck too, without being able to like everything worth liking.
Day 13th. Struggling with some bad anxiety issues right now, but fighting them threw. Had a busy night at work... Taking a hot bath as well with doing a Fire Mediation on my Solar Plexus soon..