Hello everyone, I’m a new user in this site. I’ve started to realize that I truly have an addiction, which started from a recent situation regarding one of my “friends”; A couple months ago they told me that they had become so desensitized to regular porn they started searching for other pleasures such as COD Points (you know what I’m saying) and that they had started to watch that for the next 3 months. He told me he regretted what he did, but he wasn’t truly genuine about it. Obviously I cut him out of my life, as did so many of my other friends. He is currently under investigation, but I am rambling. I say this because I realize how much of a wake up call this is for me. If someone who has so much depravity and disregard for the obscene can try to find pleasures in something as disgusting and abhorrent as that, what could happen to me? I don’t want to go down that path, I’ve found myself masturbating nearly 4 times a day, I’ve found no interest in being in a relationship, and yet I yearn for one. What do I do?
