Day 58, had a wet dream i was not aware of last night, (stains on my cloths). i did lots of random programming, not going anywhere i feel a bit hopeless though i am not that hopeless. i am back from running 21'... i am slowly completing my past authoring program. i feel lost. this is not a good sign. i will catch up on what's urgent, from now to going to bed. i'll turn off the internet as soon as possible. [30' later] now
Day 59, slowly continuing to write my past, in the past authoring program. i did not eat much today, i was struggling with a decision, and the decision was not to buy something to eat. my family went and buy some supplies. there is food for the week. may the Force be with you.