Significant progress but still not done Done for now though Thinking of getting one more task done... Just a bit of reading yeah
Ok bismillah 7 hrs of sleep Lots to do but feel an inner calm today. More focused and centered inshallah alhamdulillah
We can't but if we sincerely pray about it and do it for allah's sake he can make us do that because he is the Turner of all hearts including ours.
Lost my cool for a few moments Trying to be better Also having coffee rn in hopes it will help me brain be more ready for studying inshallah
So… I know why I have been experiencing ups and downs both physical and emotional. Girl stuff. Just can’t wait to feel better inshallah. Can only know the highs through the lows As for now… I got a lot of packing done and my room looks less messy. Alhamdulillah! This morning when I woke up, I felt a lot of pain in my legs. It went away after a while alhamdulillah But now I can feel the fatigue setting in again and I haven’t even done much today. Alhamdulillah, it’s not a big issue Just struggling a bit to do stuff
Thinking thinking thinking Trying to have a plan of action for the next few hours. Come on, Zee. Laying in bed ain’t gonna help. What should I do rn? I feel a bit blank
Finish Book 1 Complete 33% of Book 2 Complete my artsy thing Study… but what? I could work on course A, C or VH. Hmm.
So I made progress on the artsy thing, I am 90 percent done with it. I listened to my course C lessons as I worked and I covered one lesson and that's all that was needed for my assessment which I didn't know before, so I did that and I AM DONE!!! Alhamdulillah! I still need to cover two more lessons but no more rush! That's one big stress off the list!
Totally forgot to update yesterday 4/3/24 Mon 1- Did I read Quran? 22/23 Alhamdulillah Was it 1/4th Juz? 3/23 nope... 2- Did I read at least 20 min? 15/23 3- Did I make progress in H? 14/23 alhamdulillah 4- Did I cover Course A? Nope 8/23....................yikes 5- Did I declutter my phone? 3/3
Need to wrap up: Course A Course C too since we have an assessment deadline DONE Course T Project B - Almost wrapped up, just need to write down a few things Project P - Same. Just few things to write Artsy stuff: 50% left (3hrs) DONE Tutoring thing… Just one more day to go 3 ongoing books hahaha. Course HL (3hrs needed) Course V (2 hrs)
Okay, so I am hungry. I should eat AND read? Because I am SO SOOO close to finish this book. 40 pages left I think. Project work will be done in the morning inshallah Tutoring will finish tomorrow inshallah It's just course A that's quite a bit I have not even started yet I will try to cover a lesson after reading Sorry for posting soo much to anyone who reads this. It helps me stay accountable :/
5/3/24 Tue 1- Did I read Quran? 23/24 Alhamdulillah Was it 1/4th Juz? 3/24 nope... 2- Did I read at least 20 min? 16/24 3- Did I make progress in H? 15/24 alhamdulillah 4- Did I cover Course A? Nope 8/23....................yikes 5- Did I declutter my phone? 4/4 Just going to read a bit and call it a night... maybe not even read. I am tired now
I woke up feeling pain and fatigue again. Alhamdulillah, has slowed me down and I don’t feel like moving lol. But… I am excited and hopeful for today. I will get everything done inshallah and then, just sit in bed with a cuppa and my book, inshallah. Dear journal, remind me to keep up with this attitude after I come back from my trip inshallah i.e. to get everything done earlier and relax in the evenings! Also remind me that even though I have turned into a night owl (yes, I am publicly accepting that now), I don’t like it and I don’t want to be a night owl. (But… I also know winters are always hard for me and the fact I haven’t spent these winters relapsing is a big accomplishment itself.)
Tasks for today: Project P task - finalise draft Course A Project P - Make remaining drafts Last day of tutoring!!! Project B task - hmmmmm later in the night though Lots of reading
Guess who couldn't wait and had coffee lol My tutoring got cancelled. I have been chilling mostly for the last 2 hrs. Getting things done but slowly. Need to get on course A. Project work is almost done, too. Alhamdulillah Infact, I think I should mark it done