I remembered like i used to watch cause i thought it was normalize... Like It was jamie fox stand up comedy he was grabbed his penis then shaking to a certain joke, i was laughing my ass off didn't pay much to all those details.... Same situation it was a comedian guy mimick sex position he fucking the shit out of the chair... The jokes was i can do 10 positions in 30 seconds or sth i don't quite remember Also i used to like watching my own cat was mating i caught him in red hand, i was laughing my ass off too All these sound illogicals... However my anxiety is just always seem to kill me... With all the doubts. Are these considered relapse?
lol, personally i don't think they are, apart from your cat, most of the world is pretty much sexualized, sexual reference is in everything, personally no
Why do you ask then, if you are not satisfied with the answer: yes! Do you want to hear that this is not a relapse?
No. when you say "relapse" here, it as assumed a "relapse" from PMO (porn and masturbation). Did you watch Porn? (P) Did you Masturbate? (M) Did you Orgasm? (O) Like, how can you relapse if you dont P, M, or O...lol. It's funny to me when I see these questions here. "I ate a cheeseburger and I enjoyed it...did I relapse?" Also, OP, please refrain from the descriptions of sexual details, positions or behavior. It can be triggering to recovering addicts here. You can just say it without the details, we will know what you mean.
