Today I Drank a glass of milk Applied oil to my hair Didn't watch porn Mastrurbated to the count of 1000 without orgasm so as to strengthen my penis Shaved my unwanted hair Stopped from thinking about my enemies Focused on my self improvement and self love(cause success is the best revenge) Goal: read and remember atleast one page of my syllabus. Remember:::: girls come automatically when you succeed in your life otherwise those bitches don't even look at you.all they need is a fucking money and secured life,if they got that they don't care how asshole you might be. Keywords::: daily Little
Well it's day 2 Today I drank a glass of milk Applied oil to my hair Didn't masturbate Reduced the time I spent on my porn watching Eat fruit Filled my application form for llm entrance test Tried to be positive Woke up half an hour early Helped my mom Goal for tomorrow:: Walk for 30 minutes reduce time on binge watching Netflix Reduce screen time Read book for llm Earn money Be independent Cravings chimed in occasionally. Remember:: girls come automatically when you succeed in your life otherwise those women don't even look at you.all they need is a fucking money and secured life,if they got that they don't care how asshole you might be. Keywords;; Daily Little
Yesterday was day 3 I missed to write about it So let me recollect and tell you Yesterday I did 3suryanamaskaras Drank 2 glasses of milk Eat curd RICE WENT TO RSS MEETING
Today the urges are very high I continously watched porn fantasied No appreciable progress made Did 3surya namaskara Ate curd rice That's it I will win I know I will 2in Tomorrow r Read llm book Less screen time Don't masturbqte No MO since 6days
Today I reduced my porn use drastically I couldn't belive it I felt that I need to love myself first When I love my self ill do whatever that is best to me So I thought that for me maaturabation is not good I don't know but for over almost 3months later I haven't seen the porn I cant believe myself But I'm kinda addicted to watching Netflix I'll handle it or minimize my use of it Reduce screen time I felt less demotivated I found D this kasumikriss girl gave me DEADS technique which helped me the most I took it as a cha,lozenge D...delay E....escape A...accept D...distract S...substitute I have accepted that sexual desires are normal to aperson It is the gods way of keeping up the population growing It's as natural as hunger thirst pics poo But we need to accept this beautiful phenomenon of creation That's the only way of creation. I'm feeling sooooo great don't know why Forums are gelpingme soon much Cos of them I don't feel lonely and alone in this streak They helped me in my life as a per support They re inspiring me when I'm demotivated Thank-you sooomuch for this thank you I love you guys for making me a better man There is always hope there is a Lways life Waiting for us to embrace its mysteries Let's embrace it Let's embrace life Let's live in this tiny amount of time that go's gave us
Time constraint Peer,family pressure Brother's ruined time Feeling that Everyone is enjoying Closed mind....pure technicality
All of you might be wondering why I declared 10th day of my nofap streak as a official celebration day Cause I have never ever in my life stopped doing pmo for continuous 10days hence I thought its a massive success for me in this path.
Of course this page is all about celebrating little successes. This could not have been achieved without the mental support that the members of this community has given to me. You all stood as ray of hope amidst darkness like a fatherly figure. I know how an addiction feels like. I know how badly it affects our selfesteem. I promise that I won't stop with This little success. I will endeavor and commit myself to shine from all sides without slipping back on this streak.
Why I started to watch porn..? I felt traumatic after my brother's marriage engagement got cancelled The girl herself rejected that marriage without our fault They started to blame us for NOTHING. I felt like I hit a wall I lost all the hope that I had in the mankind and in girls I started to watch porn and relieve myself I confined myself to my own company I didi t want to socialise even with my parents I felt angry I felt sad I felt lost I lost hope I lost myself I started to master bate for almost 3times a day Watch porn for12hours A day. I stopped focusing on my career I stopped taking care of my health Ate junk Rotted myself. I hit the bottom Later I Tried to improve myself by reading all kinds of self healing posts I found on internet Started to focus on myself I failed I got up I failed But I moved forward I thought I shouldn't beat myself up for someone else's wrong I should forgive myself I should heal I should grow And ultimately I should love myself. Coz life is so short Everyone else gonna die We need to live it rich.and here I am Growing one step at a time.
You may shoot me with your word, You may cut me with your eyes You may kill me with your hatefulness But still Like air I rise ...Maya angelou