Begun masturbating in 2014.... Right now I don't enjoy sex... Especially after the first round... Morning sex are the worse. Even with girls that are my spec... (I like slim thick dark skinned girls)... They used to be at a time the only type of girls I can fuck for hours... But right now no matter how hard I try, my dick has another thing in it's little mind. So honestly I'm doing this challenge just so I can enjoy sex again.... I enjoy sex when my dick gets so hard, and I can hear the girl moan. But right now, I struggle to keep it up. So here we go. Day 0 of 90 I might not come here to count the days but I'll drop in from time to time... Wish me luck
bro, you gotta take your sobriety more serious or youre not gonna succeed at this. Right now it sounds like youve got a untreated sex addiction, and that doesnt just come from PMO. Just wait till you get older and you cant get those "dark skinned girls" anymore without paying money for sex workers...it's a train that doesn't let you off until it destroys your life. leave out the details of your fetishes / avoid thirst traps, but please come back and let us know how youre doing. lots of resources to help here.
leave out the details of your fetishes / avoid thirst traps ----> This I really don't understand that why so many people (not this particular case) are detailing their feti*hes etc.
It's day 15 without P and M... Did have about 3 orgasms tho within the period of time... Have come to the conclusion that I'll only have sex once a week during the period of my reboot. So no porn, and masturbation, Just orgasm once a week
Literally everything about it, lol. We are sex addicts here too - and we see through the BS. When you're serious about getting into recovery and fixing your life, we'll be here to help. As long as you stay in denial you will suffer, as likely will the people you act out with. I cannot help people in denial. Some further reading: https://saa-recovery.org/am-i-a-sex-addict/
It's obvious you need help Just from one post you think you know my life. Is it impossible to reboot with Orgasm from sex with sexual partners? I've not looked at porn or masturbated in 16 days, coupled with my new exercise routine and I feel great. "stay in denial" but nowhere in my whole post did I deny anything.
I dont know your life. I dont know your likes, hobbies, goals, attitudes, job, friends, or anything like that. I know what sex addiction looks like. As a fellow-addict, I recognize the signs. Your post exhibits them. Good luck on your journey, I wish you the best and hope you find the support you need and deserve for recovery.
