181 days porn/fap free. This journey has been AMAZING. My personality is getting bigger, brighter and more bubbly. Imagine having 80 personalities in one body, Yup that's me! People find me enigmatic, groovy, elegant, dynamic. I will say this is just the beginning! Look I have no source of income, unemployed, 30 years old still living @ home with mommy. Idgaf what anyone has to say, Yeah by punk ass society standards I am a failure. Does that mean I'm gonna jump off a bridge to k*** myself? I have never had this much confidence ever in 30 years of living. I f Im sure there will be people who is viewing this post gonna have a field day, Laugh @ my pain because I'm laughing right along with you. My personality is rich AF, my LAUGHTER is what keeps me going, and staying motivated. Never let anyone try to take yo shine away.
I know the feeling! Once upon a time unfortunately. From 700 days im back to 136 days, and im also possessed by jinns demonic spirits. But I’m glad you’re getting better. Keep going. Wait till you reach 1 year or two years.
I'm a very spiritual person, how do you get possessed by jinn spirits? I know from doing hard drugs like meth, crack, etcc puts you under MK Ultra and opens you up to demonic spirits. Just because you are unemployed etc.. doesn't make you less of person.. Don't listen to these dumb ass social media influences saying if you don't have degrees, good paying jobs, a luxury lifestyle or if you not popular on social media then your not something. You are something.
well I had an argument with gang members and they decided to send Jin to me. No other way to really explain it. My personality was brand new after a successful nofap streak of 700+ days and spiritually cleansed from demonic possession. They put poison in the food I was eating and sent it to me house. Absolute Bas**rds no regard for anyone. They are hopeless sinners. Your right at least im not begging other people by being on state benefits. I’m covered by welfare checks for at least another 3 years God willing. It’s because I unlawfully ended up in the system and then labelled a schizophrenic due to the depression I had at the time. God save us all from pmo which was the cause. Absolutely horrible moment it was my 17th birthday and police turned up and took me away after I saw pmo I went crazy on my parents. Thank God it’s over i now know the truth. If I was to put a pamphlet together to explain all this including further reading I would probably be assassinated
Yes. Health was getting a lot better. Looks improved a lot to the point where i was unrecognisable i looked like a child again innocent. Girls were eyeing me up everywhere and i was getting a lot of stares by pedestrians road users general public. I started walking everywhere with a rucksack on and wearing nice clothes. I began doing a lot of charity work. I had a load of confidence to approach ppl sometimes I’d just walk into the shop in town and start handing out free branded herbal tea as gifts. I had lots of light on my face from my daily prayers and fasting and trust me when i say this, i was getting stared at by man and women. Men were jealous and giving the evil eyes but the girls were intrigued by mystery. I wanted to continue the streak to 3-4 years unfortunately i ran out of time and didn’t escape town sooner to avoid the approaching problems i faced which resulted in me being sectioned by my father in a psychiatric hospital for one year.
i have practiced and developed ruquyya myself when i was previously possessed by jinns but when the jinns left the body i had a fight with some gang members and they sent jinns back again into me. I have not come across a person that’s genuine with ruqiyya except myself. Quran and positivity removes the jinns. I use to blow into my chest this would weaken them.
[I'm your 1 0 0 Hundredth Comment haha,] I'm happy for you to come this far!... I'm currently at ... I don't remember but it's not past 7 & I'm really just struggling on how to deal with it best as I really want this time to be my last... And I'm just tempted;! Recently made my first post here and got two comments so I'll try take advice from that! But yet again congratulations! I can't wait to be in your place!
Its more common than what you think. I've met/known people that is in they 30'-40s still living in moms basement. They were some of the most charismatic people I knew. Everybody moves that own pace/beat of drum. Don't give into society standards because you will be depressed every time. Dude its people in our age group that already have grey hairs, wrinkles and pot belly's LMAO. Keep your head up. We are going to be the ones who age like fine wine It took me 20+ years to make it this far. My advice is to have fun with your journey, Don't take things to seriously. Do everything in increments. If you do everything at once you will overwhelm yourself to the point of a relapse so you don't want that to happen. Drink plenty of water. Keep a journal so that you can document your relapses. If you really want a long streak, I would delete social media & downgrade to a flip phone but thats me personally.
