Yeah trying my best now to make my days better. Even with all of my effort it seems like I'll have to go through more relapses to overcome pmo.
Padawan: 19/29 Midichlorian Count: 1900 It'll click for everyone one day. Remember Luxor on here? He was on here for years, and then suddenly, the one streak just clicked for him. He's a shining example never to give up.
I may not be around as much over the following months, and into the New Year, as I've found myself with work to do that will be hugely transformative for me. I will do my best to continue my journey away, and will try to periodically check in. I need to spend this weekend evaluating my next steps in my own life, and see how I go. Best of luck folks!
Day 20✅ what if... dooku never turned to the dark side. i must admit its one of my favorite characters. elegant, smart, rich and one of the best swordsman. best of luck @-Angel- , i wish you success.
Hello there again fellow Jedis Day 1 - Youngling Going again for this season back to Hard Mode. Because of the Jedi Friend JEDI KNIGHT is still here and NNN is approaching. I won't miss my NNN image for this lol. So let's go and see if I can get far enough. I want to see what they are going to with NNN challenge here unless they make it into a Hard Mode challenge again. I am not joining then. Also I am still not done with Hard Mode any way. I haven't reach my bare minimum when I truly am taking a break from it. Ah @-Angel- come back anytime and I will see you in the other challenges any way with or without The Jedi Temple I know I can do this. We will see with my progress in Hard Mode in general then if not I will head back to SR streak only if I fail and take a break again then come to Hard Mode to hit my bare minimum.So let's go JEDI KNIGHT and fellow Jedis. It is still my Vader self is still fighting me It's Vader time I sense... Fighting the dark side Jedi out
Loved Star Wars growing up. Fan of the original (and hush hush...the prequels too), not so much the newer stuff. Loved Clone Wars though, and enjoyed the Kenobi series. I guess it's time to begin my training. First off, training with Master Yoda in the Jedi Temple as a Youngling. Day 0 - Youngling
Day 2 - Youngling Am I doing this daily again? I guess lol...not in a mood. Oh well the JEDI KNIGHT is here. Taking advantage before he disappears again. Let's go Jedi brother. And I was trying to make a challenge or challenges but it is still hard to do images and GIFs. Damn it. I was going to an all SR challenge. Maybe I can make an alternative for the regular ones with just text? We will see. Those challenges IMO are boring but it will only consist of me doing simple check ins lol. That's it. Jedi out
Day 1 - Youngling I have relapsed. But I have been doing better lately. Relapsing every couple of weeks is better than every day. And that is progress. Making my days count better.
Youngling: 1/6 Midichlorian Count: 100 Stupidly sat through several sex scenes during a TV show, so I'm resetting the counter in line with the no porn rule. Took a break from my work, and it never even clicked in my mind that I shouldn't be watching this stuff. Way too tired at the time.
Day 0 relapse again, the same problem that i always have, alcohol and loneliness. but im not gonna go deep in that im just gonna make this week the best ever. making every day and hour count. gonna write a plan about it. welcome @Dean-Winchester haha @LLOYYD it seems like whenever one of the three leaves another comeback. lets go @Dovahkin101 lets make this week the best posible. one last thing, a reminder that pmo is never the asnwer. dont let your brain trick you like i let him. you feel much worse after the relapse. of course you all now this. but if i can remember the feeling that one has after a relapse i would never failed again. the further i go in day i forget this.
I've changed my name from -Angel- to -Negan- (watching Walking Dead and love it). Think we're all starting pretty much from scratch. This weekend seems to have taken most of us out. I guess the one positive is, we can push each other on. I'll try and check in as often as I can. These next few weeks will give me an idea on how busy I'm going to be on a consistent basis. Might as well use No Nut November to complete our Youngling and Padawan trials, and end NNN as Jedi Knights!
