I’ve always felt alone because of suffering the SSA problem in silence. I do think that SSA + P is a lethal trap. Mid thirties, married male. I’ve been fighting SSA for as long as I can remember. While I believe the SSA came just after P, it was slight and more of a genuine admiration than anything else. However, that interest spurred an “obsession” with the male body that was best “satisfied” by movies and P. Even though I had nothing against trying it (and I did), I could never truly enjoy a partnership of dating another guy. I just wanted to admire. Through my search, I crossed many lines and learned over and over that I struggle with an affliction - this isn’t just some “part of me.” I have a weakness for the male form, but it’s just for the body, nothing more. I appreciate the male body. I find myself voyeuristically admiring men and showering them with compliments (that I genuinely mean at the time). Bottom line, I am now 7 days no-PMO and I feel strong enough to connect with others. Warning: I still have moments of weakness, where I fight the urge to look at something I really want to look at. This is still a journey for me. If you’re on a similar journey and you’d like to chat, PM and I’ll send you my contact details. PS: I like speaking to those who are also willing to be open, genuine and honest about things.
Hy guys, My story is very similar to yours, I would be open to hear your stories even here or in PM. Please write me if you wouldn't want to post here in public. Thanks in advance!