I´ve just read a post of your experience on YBOP, it's called “If you are serious it’s as easy as punching through paper”, and it was very helpful for me. Thank you.
Yes that sounds like him. But I don't agree. Unfulfilled/misplaced desire is the root of all suffering.
Hang in there. Relapse was a part of my journey, too. Debating with yourself and winning sometimes is a good way to start, for sure!
