readytobeabetterme
New Fapstronaut, Male, 18, from United States
17yrs old ready to give up a 10 year burden on my mental, and have faith in myself. Jan 8, 2024
- readytobeabetterme was last seen:
- Jan 9, 2024
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About
- Gender:
- Male
- Birthday:
- Jan 14, 2006 (Age: 18)
- Location:
- United States
- Occupation:
- 2 Part time jobs
- Preferred Pronouns:
- He / Him / His
I first found porn when I was only 7 years old. I grew up with a very manipulative, emotionally/mentally abusive, and borderline-psychopathic father. I first accessed porn through a Samsung tablet that barely even worked. Before I even had the chance to learn about sex or have any sort of intimacy, I was captured by porn. Over the years my family situation grew worse, and so did my porn addiction. The first time I had actually masturbated to porn was in 5th grade. Since that day I have not went even 1 month clean. I began to use porn solely for the purpose of escaping reality, and to be able to have a little dopamine rush to ignore what I really felt. I no longer want to run from reality, and desperately want to live and lead a better life from now on.Interact