MaxwellDel-p

I don't even know what happened. I know that my brain took over once those hormones release through my body. I had no control but I know now I have to control my body more once a relapse comes around.

What precipitated the loss of control, do you think? If you can identify that, then you can avoid it in the future.

Yeah ill try that for next time.

Don't give up

Failure is when we stop getting back up after we fall. You are back up, sharing your struggle. No failure there, my friend. Day 1 of the next battle!

I am going to make sure in the future that it won't happen again. Unless I get a woman and do it in bed with her. That's the only time I am going to relapse.