KnightHawk

Fapstronaut, Male, 31, from The midwest/mideast

Merry Christmas! Thank you Christ the King for coming down to save us from our sin! He will be called wonderful counselor, prince of peace Dec 26, 2023

KnightHawk was last seen:: Feb 1, 2024

1. KnightHawk
  Merry Christmas! Thank you Christ the King for coming down to save us from our sin! He will be called wonderful counselor, prince of peace
  
  Dec 26, 2023
2. KnightHawk
  Felt anxious as hell today :/ on better note we get more sunshine tomorrow as today is the winter solstice!
  
  Dec 21, 2023
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3. KnightHawk
  Having anxiety about dating like what to do next, did I not catch signals that I should’ve, and such due to lack of experience lmao
  
  Dec 17, 2023
  2. KnightHawk
    Why am I so cringe and why do we cringe? Our ego?
    
    Dec 21, 2023
4. KnightHawk
  Had dinner and a drink with a cute fun girl from work last night. First dinner with a girl in 8 years, it was so much fun! Thank you Lord
  
  Dec 15, 2023
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  2. silex_jedi
    great that you were in the state to have fun!
    
    Dec 15, 2023
    
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5. KnightHawk
  Drank too much tea yesterday and couldn’t sleep last night. Ended up fighting temptation for 3 hrs & finally gave in and got 3 hrs of sleep
  
  Dec 11, 2023
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  3. Azekah
    goodluck man! only the here and now are there. Good trail to collect sexual energy again. After 4 days you feel better again! but if you throw it away you miss 8 days progress in total. Dont release and the testosteron and energetic essence makes it more easy! keep going!
    
    Dec 12, 2023
    
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  4. KnightHawk
    Thank you sir! Best wishes to you in your journey as well!
    
    Dec 12, 2023
    
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  5. silex_jedi
    depending on how much this is abstinence journey is important to you: ha that sucks!
    
    Dec 15, 2023
6. KnightHawk
  Connecting with a woman and being vulnerable is fun, scary, exciting, awkward and satisfying all at once. Summon courage to try!
  
  Dec 7, 2023
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7. KnightHawk
  Every day is a stepping stone in one way or another
  
  Dec 6, 2023
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8. KnightHawk
  Gave into lust and pmo last night. Stress triggered and lack of rest triggered. Feeling defeated today. Just want to disappear
  
  Dec 4, 2023
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  2. Don80
    Welcome in the same boat; my 2-day streak just ended.
    
    Dec 4, 2023
    
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9. KnightHawk
  Love yourself enough to let your heart mind and soul heal. Jesus will take care of the rest. He holds our weary hearts forever
  
  Nov 27, 2023
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10. KnightHawk
  The first day after pmo fucking suuuucks. It literally fries our brains and our nerves. Poison
  
  Nov 26, 2023
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  2. Deleted Account
    Yeah I feel you brother.
    I totally feel like PMO is something unhealthy.
    The only way out is to quit forever ...
    
    Nov 26, 2023
    
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11. KnightHawk
  I’m literally crying after my first relapse of November. I know exactly what happened and yet I still walked right into the pit. Fuck sakes
  
  Nov 24, 2023
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  2. TheLoneWolf88
    Happens to me a lot. The voice in the back of my head screams 'don't do it'. It happens. We're all addicts. Just dust yourself and come back stronger
    
    Nov 24, 2023
    
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  3. black_coyote
    The problem is we give value to crap despite knowing that indulgence will only lead us feeling worse. Don't give up brother. Keep hustling. We got this!
    
    Nov 24, 2023
    
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12. KnightHawk
  The bad days are when the most healing happens! Stay the course. Persist. See yourself through your healing journey. This is all from love!
  
  Nov 20, 2023
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13. KnightHawk
  I’m thrilled I now have that heart fluttery feeling when talking to people (especially women) instead of that “I’m a loser” sentiment of old
  
  Nov 15, 2023
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  2. KnightHawk
    Love is the bridge to connection and meaning! Lust only puts walls between people
    
    Nov 15, 2023
14. KnightHawk
  Feelin kinda Hopeful for the first time in a while
  
  Nov 13, 2023
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15. KnightHawk
  Had a full on lust attack last night but by the grace of God I persevered and got like 5 hours of sleep. I feel defeated today though :/
  
  Nov 8, 2023
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16. KnightHawk
  Bottling up the bad does no good. You have to express negative energy in a healthy manner through an outlet
  
  Nov 7, 2023
17. KnightHawk
  Journaling seriously is helping me. Thanking the Lord for a clear mind. Lust and jacking off truly dumbs us down and wrecks our brain
  
  Nov 6, 2023
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18. KnightHawk
  God lavishes such grace on me and yet I feel like an ungrateful child. Jesus help me be thankful and seek your path instead of empty sin
  
  Nov 1, 2023
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19. KnightHawk
  After a few years away, sadly I have come back to Nofap to get my head back on straight
  
  Oct 30, 2023
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  2. Buddhabro2.0
    Don’t be sad. This is a learning experience for everyone. If you don’t give up, you’ll get better and better.
    
    Oct 30, 2023
    
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  3. Autumn29
    Welcome back n_n
    I think the good thing of this place is that it's gonna be always here for us.
    
    Oct 30, 2023
    
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  4. KnightHawk
    Thank you both I appreciate the kind words! Very true
    
    Oct 30, 2023
    
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Birthday:

Apr 20, 1993 (Age: 31)

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The midwest/mideast

A 30 year old lone wolf struggling Christian who loves music and nature. This year my life has been rough to say the least and I’ve backslidden on pmo badly. I’m back to get my head on straight
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