KingRecover17

Time ticking my mind tripping I need to get back

I can't comprehend what I cannot understand I'm only human, never defined by circumstance!

I'm all about growth.......Day 9

I know if I had real sex I wouldn't even think about jacking off and looking at porn. But porn and real sex are two different things.

I wouldn't even say porn is the problem but it's mostly my use of it is, which is the problem. I use only to get a sexual release

It's crazy how real women doesn't turn me on as much as porn does.

I'm making a run again. This is gonna be for the history books.

Alright so I'm on Day 7....

No Self Defeating Thoughts in 2018

I need me a freaky 45

Day 4 and I want to look at Porn so bad right now.....

I'll never change, I'm too stuck in my ways

But we are done with that mentality. No Self Defeating Thoughts in 2018. We are only looking at the positive. Peace!

I make my problems seem bad so I can justify watching porn and having a loser mentality.

But my problem isn't as deep as I make it seem like I still got blessings and I'm still functional. My problem isn't really that bad.

But I'm not going to sit here and complain I chose my own suffering. But I know watching porn will go away once I get some real intercourse

I have a alot of goals this year which require precise focus, I can't achieve them if I'm constantly distracted by the non sense.

But if I just shift my focus from porn to doing something actually productive then there's no limit to what I can do.

But I have this weird fear that if I'm not constantly on social media then I will somehow be forgotten. Makes no sense to me at all.

If I can go a good month without these things and avoid late night porn movies on TV, my whole vibe will change then things will get better