This was three months ago, and I've been constantly horny. Almost as much as back in my early to mid 20s. I thought I finally had it under control
Did it make you indulge in PMO again? If yes then what did you do to get away from PMO the first time.
I found an erotic massage parlor. I never wanted a HJ. They don't interest me at all. Sadly, they said that's all they're allowed to do.
I know its a bad thing but I can't help but feel happy for you bro. It will only become an addiction if you let it. If you have real sex that will really unleash the beast, I think, so its best to avoid that.
I want to forget that I ever got a HJ. It was like a nightmare. Sadly, it doesn't qualify for virginity loss