Hi guys! I'm 29, from Brazil, and I see porn/nudity in internet since 18. Though I watched a lot of porn, the majority was soft porn, especially pictures and videos with woman in nude beaches. I used to masturbate once or twice everyday, I'm having problems with real sex with my girlfriend. After many years with this habit, and dreaming going to a nude beach, last wednesday I finally decided to go to a nude beach. I saw a lot of hot women, and masturbate twice that day. Then, I decided to stop PMO, and I'm in day 3 of abstinence. Let's reboot! Discipline! Discipline! Discipline!
Was the live nude beach as exciting, more exciting, or less exciting than the videos? If the live beech was more exciting or as exciting even (which could be because it was the first time), do yo think it would get old and the voyeur experience would get creepy, inducing inner loneliness, regardless of whether anyone else is in your life or not?
I am assuming that you have problem with your penis - getting erect and staying erect when you try and put it in her...
It was more exciting. I don't want to try it anymore, because I don't know what can happen, mainly because I need to masturbate after. I could want to go even more to these beaches, and certainly it is not what I want.
I expect it would be more exciting the first time, but it would probably get old eventually as you realize what a creepy thing it is to be doing and how hardened and lonely you are becoming on the fringe of such voyeurism.
