My my Today Friend of mine in the group chat was sent us a screen shoot scene from hentai,, and i sent this coomer pic to em, and texted, coomer mode bro? They ignored me and continue reviewing the hentai,,, Poor guy didnt even know mr coomer is
Day 2 Stayed strong, had almost no urges thoughout the day. A lot of college assignments so I didn't have time to even think about masturbating and/or watching porn. This morning I procrastinated tho... I watched the movie The Dictator, which has one or two nudity scenes but I sincerely don't count that as watching porn. Nudity scenes are present in many series and moviea and I will not stop watching stuff just because I'm trying to abstain. I didn't jerk off, didn't watch porn, and didn't have an orgasm so I'm good so far.
Fuck it let’s do this. Don’t know the last time I M’ed, but starting from 0, so day 3. Procrastinating after doing some work earlier in the morning. Want to rebel and not do my job, do it tomorrow instead. But that’s old behavior that needs to die. Time to get up and do the damn thing.
Day 3 A lot of work today. I didn't even think on fapping. I've never reached 30 days but this time I'll make it.
Day - I don’t care about this right now. Possible death in the family, from a family member that I wasn’t close with. But now the memories of the few times I saw him are pouring in. Very strong urges to watch porn but what’s the point? Right at this moment feeling like shit, and can almost guarantee that it won’t make myself feel better. A escape route that will just be “meh”. Everything today feels that way
Day 4 Busy day again and I'm starting to notice two things: My days are slowly getting more productive. Today I made a significant progress on my assignmente. I'm not sure if this is somehow related to nofap, but I certainly do think I've been more proactive in the last two days. I feel my libido is also slowly getting back. Before starting this challenge I really didn't have a strong sexual desire, I just fapped to relief stress and that's it. Wasn't even horny. Now that sexual desire is getting back. Edit: Last night, I got aroused because I was texting with a girl (I will not go into detail, not nudes or anything similar) but I didn't jerk off. I noticed pre-ejaculatory liquid but ut's okay. I resisted. I'm sorry to hear that, man. The most important thing right now is your family's and your well being. It's definitely hard but you'll get through this!
Actually i wana say thanks to @Knighthawk , before this thread i didnt know about coomer meme, or yes coom etc (meme account sometime posted high level trigger, so i avoid it) but after i knew it, whenever i feel the urge i saw that coomer meme,,,and said i dont want tobe like that...